I is sorry for leaving undead. I is lazy to update, hehe.
Hey world, i wanna tell you on how much i miss this irritating boy right now. I miss him badly. I wanna hug him, i wanna kiss him. But i can't cuz why hes at jb leaving me alone due to his family issues. I miss spending time with him. World, can you tell him that i is sorry for the lies i had towards him, i is for hurting him and keep continously giving him my endless attiude. I feel regret and it's hard now when he's not here with me when i'm in need and i miss him putting me to sleep cuz why i will be waking up every few hours due of the habit sleeping beside him every night when he's not working and sleeping over at his home. Oh world, i'm trying to stay strong and take this as part of my lesson for treating him badly. Although i knew when some parts of it he did hurt me with his words, action and he not thinking of the things i dislike. I knew myself that i have such big jealousy, cuz why i can't control my emotions when i see him being flirtious when actually hes not. But that's the way i are. I is sorry, love. You matters to me, i don't wish to lose you deep inside. I is being ego cuz i was expecting you to make the first move. I wasted my tears everytime cuz i is hurt when someone i love do this to me. I is sorry for being emotional, i just couldnt bear keeping all this right from my heart. I'm angry with some of my family attiudes towards me, my grandma, and also him?! Tell me world, yes some are there for me but indeed i need him the most. I cried when hes being irritating that day when after 4 days of not meeting each other up. I is sorry for the continously crying, i miss you love. I knew you had problems yourself, but love was i there for you?? How about me, are you there for me? I is mad, angry, disappointed when you being selfish. You can't accept things on what i did, but your shits before all this happened? How did i cope then, how hurt i am? I is down with depression. I just want you to be here for me and so do i? Please love, come back soon.
I love you, <3
Hey world, i wanna tell you on how much i miss this irritating boy right now. I miss him badly. I wanna hug him, i wanna kiss him. But i can't cuz why hes at jb leaving me alone due to his family issues. I miss spending time with him. World, can you tell him that i is sorry for the lies i had towards him, i is for hurting him and keep continously giving him my endless attiude. I feel regret and it's hard now when he's not here with me when i'm in need and i miss him putting me to sleep cuz why i will be waking up every few hours due of the habit sleeping beside him every night when he's not working and sleeping over at his home. Oh world, i'm trying to stay strong and take this as part of my lesson for treating him badly. Although i knew when some parts of it he did hurt me with his words, action and he not thinking of the things i dislike. I knew myself that i have such big jealousy, cuz why i can't control my emotions when i see him being flirtious when actually hes not. But that's the way i are. I is sorry, love. You matters to me, i don't wish to lose you deep inside. I is being ego cuz i was expecting you to make the first move. I wasted my tears everytime cuz i is hurt when someone i love do this to me. I is sorry for being emotional, i just couldnt bear keeping all this right from my heart. I'm angry with some of my family attiudes towards me, my grandma, and also him?! Tell me world, yes some are there for me but indeed i need him the most. I cried when hes being irritating that day when after 4 days of not meeting each other up. I is sorry for the continously crying, i miss you love. I knew you had problems yourself, but love was i there for you?? How about me, are you there for me? I is mad, angry, disappointed when you being selfish. You can't accept things on what i did, but your shits before all this happened? How did i cope then, how hurt i am? I is down with depression. I just want you to be here for me and so do i? Please love, come back soon.
I love you, <3
