
My 3 days off was awesome, was well spent with family. Did alot of catching up w them.
It's been 4 days that i couldnt meet up with my dearest busyuk ♥ due to some reasons, i miss him badly. Omg, it feels like 4 years. I miss hugging him, i miss calling him " Ahbie ", i miss disturbing him, i miss being mad at him, i miss him being irritating, i miss kissing him ! I miss, i miss everything. You see how badly i miss him. " Ahbie, i wish tomorrow i could meet u first before i go to work. Dah rindu gila lah ahbie. :( " Somehow i feel like i could last this r/s of mine w alip. Alip has been the one who understand and endour my shits & attiude. He understand me best. Everyone keep asking me why must u still stick w a guy who make ur heart broken the whole time, always comparing u, always making u cried, always asking for a break-up eventough the matter is small. I couldn't answer that questions of theirs. How i wish i could just said to them how special and you havent see the soft side of alip. NO one knows what i & alip knows about each other. We both knew and hold too much secrets about each other. He's always supporting me when my previous r.s i had keep making shits & stories about me which i think and true enough is not right about me. He keep saying this to me, " buat bodoh sudah bie, y'know i love you kan kan ". Yeap bby, i love you so much. You are much more or i said 10 times much better than HIM ! My gf told me Mickie/Irah i see u lagi happy and ur r/s is much longer than u and ***** ! Yeap, mama ckap alaa bila sayang semua jalan, bila dah benci kutok lah ni lah! I must agreed w mama 100 % . Further more, i still young and i'm still enjoying life.
For now, all i need is my Family, Alip & Closest Friends. Thats all. I'm enjoying.
I dont care what people said, I still happy !


