Sometimes i'm tired of being or getting hurt, getting my heart broke continously, endour all those shits, being in tears everytime. Sometimes i feel like giving up in this r/s. I tried so hard being so patience and just endour. Why it's so hard for me to let you go?? When deep down i know how i feel and felt about this r/s. Sometimes its useless to think bck all the good memories i had. OMG! Yes indeed it is true, i miss my past times. I miss them all. Despite those hurting moments, but atleast i did enjoyed every single thing, the things that i did and do with them. Maybe they much more likely to be memories than now. Maybe somehow i regretted how i treated them last time, Maybe now i had what people called KARMA! Fuuh, it's really killing me obviously. This r/s is way more tougher than what i get in the previous one. I put so much effort, courage, patience, understanding, all those was 10 times more. Why am i still holding on this r/s?? I, myself couldnt give this answer. Yes, i sincerely love you for what u are, for what you did, for what every single effort that you put into it.
I'm speechless to the max :(
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