I love you, baby! :(
I, just a normal human being doing stupid mistakes continously.
I know that.
I have feelings, Am i so invisible?? Why must i be the one who always who should understand the situation . U sometimes don't realised that the things/words that u said/did/do could hurt me so deeply. For the past 3 months we've been together i tried my best with everything. No matter how hurt i am, no matter how much heartbreaks it takes, i just simply ingored because why?? The love i had for u? Yeap, i'm still clueless why am i being so stubborn and stupid to be in this r/s and staying on strong? Why Zahirah? Why? Am i so afraid of letting him go?? Sometimes i just dont understand you baby?? I cried when i'm too frustated, i cried wondering why & how could you do all this to me? Leave me if u dont need me anymore, leave me if u dont love me anymore, leave me if u could not trust me anymore, leave me if u think i'm not being sincere with you. Leave me Aliff. I'm so speechless right now. I keep thinking of you. When i texted u after u sent me those message, i'm waiting for you to get back to me. But till no news from u. Baby, i'm working tmorow. Can u please atleast text me asking about my whereabouts. How could you baby? Wheres the alip who changed?? Where?? My tears are rolling down to my cheeks. Feeling so disappointed, feeling so stress! Yes. i'm being emotional because i love you so. I still treasure this r/s. I still love us. NO MATTER WHAT! When i talked to my guyfriends, i just smiled & laughed for a moment but no one knows how i feel inside. Please baby, dont do this to me:(
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